lubb dubb lubb dubb

ingtkan bole laa handle jantung ni..
haihhh...makin laju je dia mengepam..
isk3..macam kene heart attack pon bole..
urggghhhh...
my life span decrease by 10 years everytime i have an exam..

allahuakbar..allahuakbar..allahuakbar

bermulalah 1 syawal pada 10/9/2010
the most memorable syawal that i ever had..
manusia...mudah lupa..
kita hanya pinjaman semata-mata..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN
especially my family in Johor Bahru..my cousins and my best buddy ever in Sarawak (nak bubuh nama kang tetiba jadi popular lak..u know who u r..right?hahah) i miss u all so much..


human..
when they face with difficulties in life
they always think that they have lost everything
without realize that actually they have nothing at first
now i know..
the cruelty of reality..
everybody have their own time
when they will go down
and how they will go up again.
ah..i also don't know how can i go up again when i go down..can somebody tell me how..
just..tell me..how..

i'm just an ordinary girl

Don't get me wrong I love who I am
I don't wanna be ungrateful 
it probably sounds strange
I really love the role I play
the songs I sing but with all the fame
the things that seem simple
suddenly so far out of reach
wish that they could see underneath

I'm just an ordinary girl
sometimes I'm lazy I get bored
I get scared I feel ignored
I feel happy I get silly
I choke on my own words
I make wishes I have dreams
and I still want to believe
anything can happen in this world
for an ordinary girl like you like me
for an ordinary girl like you like me

How are you hello goodbye 
one day here one day there
and again its time to go
miss popular always on the road
put my best foot forward
gotta get on with the show
strike a pose for the front cover 
of a magazine everywhere I arrive
I get high-5's they pay me larger than life



So give it everything or nothing at all
get back on your feet when you stumble and fall
a little luck can go a long way
so don't you worry about what people say
who knows when the wind may blow
for an ordinary girl

words

~everything is not as it seems,
nothing might be something~

i know

now i know..
what the different when people said
"you've done well, you've done very well"
and
"you've tried your best"
without i realize...
the different are big..too big to understand